If you think
you cannot sing,
hum,
amen or om,
rap or chant,
whistle or pray.
Your angel
will say
(if you stop
and listen)
“doubt be gone!
There is no wrong
way to sing.
I am here
and can tell you …
you are singing!”
She is translucent,
with beautiful, blue bell eyes.
Songs are falling asleep again.
I sing them to her, keeping memories near.
Last week, she raved about Warren,
Warren who lived next door
and says they are married.
“He’s studying to be a doctor,”
she told me yesterday, with pink lipstick on,
wearing her knitted turquoise top,
linen pants and socks with red hearts,
blue bell eyes full and reflecting light.
Today, when I visit, she is in bed,
her eyes a waning crescent.
Warren’s been moved to memory care
and she can’t remember his name.
There’s folly at my backyard feeder
fluttering off and scooting over
sparrows vie for nuts and seeds
and raisins I’ve thrown in.
“There’s plenty for all!” I call from my window
as they flock and aim for coveted perches.
The feeder in constant turn and sway,
is empty in less than a day!
Tan as sand and white as cream
with lightest orange beak and feet,
males with black chins and bibs,
small enough to rest in my palm.
From feeder to ground to trellis to tree,
chirping and flying they are back again
for more nuts and seeds and raisins
and shenanigans!
Eating hate stew
brings out the worst in you,
equal if you’ve made
or dined on it. No longer free,
you’ll see everywhere enemies.
The door held open,
inside the table set
with chair pulled out,
ready for you to sit.
You choose. Just know
eating love stew
brings out the best in you.
You’ll see the best in me.
Every bite will nourish everyone
and we’ll share a morsel of heaven.
Reading S.P.
I am a flicker to her candle
crumb to her cake
letter to her novel
pebble to her lake
I am a paw print to her lion
flake to her snow
ray to her noonday sun
tent to her chateaux
She has claws to my filed flat nails
She’s a cheetah in every line
Too full to follow, to follow too yellow
I am running out time
This sallow, sorry morning
I water the garden before the sun is high,
and count many dawning yellow-white blossoms
on just one tomato vine.
Every day I am wondering,
how far is love to reach?
- and now I heard of bombing -
There’s water on my hands and feet.
There’s water on my hands and feet
and in the air around me.
How far can love reach
on this sallow, sorry morning?