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days with a furrowing, aching brow -

the maw in our bucket, dear Liza.

How can this be?

What am I to do?

The slick and thorny, same, insane 

lot of humanity -

fisted against evolving - 

shoves again to the point.

Ready? Aim. Fire!

And… who am I?

Who do my children see that I am?

And my siblings… who are we?

Are we to do nothing?

 Together, a sea of daffodils, snug

in winter’s layered ground, preparing.

Some of us without knowing,

some knowing we are unfurling again

affirming what we believe -

          flight is inevitable.

We see in our sights our practice

to see the other growing, to grow

alongside, to feel the depths where

we have come from, to know time is distance, 

the future of leaf and bud, breeze,

rain and sun, baskets of flowers and greens.

These mornings she flits -

a black walnut in her mouth

squirrel light on the fence

It’s been so long -

I am inside the morning, 

weeding under the apple tree, 

slowly leveling stepping stones,

humming a backup for a bird band 

with an impressive repertoire.

I sip coffee in cool air, 

this morning not running anywhere!

My used to walk
   splitting air, 

   passing everyone!

   

Now as you look 

  towards the sun

  I eye your feet.

  

"Eggs!" he smiles 

sitting next to me in my car.
Were they delicious?
He nods, "ove um. You?"
I brought blueberries today.
He taps my shoulder as I drive.
I look at him showing me his teeth.
They are shiny-clean!
“Up and down."
At the light he tugs on his shirt.
That's an awesome turquoise shirt!
"Three of um!" he says as if they were
newly acquired properties.
Three?
"Yes!"
That's a great idea to have more than one of
your favorite shirt!

"Morrow?"
I'm not driving you tomorrow.
“Why?”
I'm going on vacation.
He moves his hand towards
the windshield, shaped
into an ASL Y sky-bound,

“fffffffoooooooo!” 

Yes, I'm flying with my family.
"I miss you.  

Who?”
Corey will take my place till I'm back.
"When?"
Next week.
"Where?"
I'm going to California.  My son is getting married!
“Wow!”

"Morrow?" 

No.  I'm going on vacation.
We listen to music, the engine hum,
wind thru the window and sun roof.
"I miss you." 
He taps my shoulder,
moves his hand, shaped 

into an ASL Y sky-bound,
towards the windshield.
Yes, I'm flying.
"Why?"
I'm going on vacation.
Turning to look out the window
he begins to sing, then stops,
looking at me.
"When?"
Tomorrow.
"When?"
I'll be back on Tuesday.
"Who?"
Corey will be driving you to and from work
while I'm gone.
"I miss you."  

"When?"
Next week.
“I miss you.” 

In the middle of the graveyard,

on the pale and poignant pond,

neighbors scraped the snow away

and everyone is skating masked.